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Son of God, Love's pure lightTuesday, December 28, 2010
1 John 1:5-9 But they'll do. Christians sin plenty. That's not the problem. Not admitting it is the problem. How can God do his job if we don't do ours? Rick Joyner describes a demonic army in The Final Quest: The foremost divisions marched under the banners of Pride, Self-Righteousness, Respectability, Selfish Ambition, Unrighteous Judgment, and Jealousy. Their weapons were Intimidation, Treachery, Accusation, Gossip, Slander and Faultfinding." I avoid self-examination primarily by staying busy. No time to still my soul and let God show me what I need to see. What do I need? I need to see, and say out loud, "Help me, Lord." Matt Cassidy, pastor at Grace 360 in Austin, called me to "fist-banging, gut-wrenching disgust" for my sin - the "agony I cause my Savior and his saints." I better not fake it and play the civility card. Contentment with myself is Christian opium. Jesus didn't come to make me civil; Jesus came to prune and prune and prune until I stand up straight. When I walk into church, Lord, it just doesn't seem like an opium den. But the experience can work on me in just the same way. Blow out the smoke, Lord. Throw open the doors and let in your light. |